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Club Shake

2012-02-13T06:00:00.001+08:00

Singapore flyer, starry night, beautiful moon, music "club song".Another place I love to be at apart from the beach.

I love stars a lot, a lot. I want to see shooting stars, never in my life I have seen it. :-(

I love the third photo, hehehe. I kinda look different and pretty here. *Thick skin*

"The super cute moment when you have alcohol infront of you yet you are drinking. Orange juice."

Stupid idea of trying to break into YA KUN TOAST that night to toast Ka ya bread for us.

Well, 7/11 was closed, and there's completely nothing to eat at there. HAHAHA.

Cab over to Marina Square as I suddenly remembered there's a Xingwang there.

Busy taking stupid photos at Xingwang and we were the only customers there..

Cute me went to "piak" bby's tummy while we were settling bill. ^~^ All the staffs look at us and giggled.

The most unglam shots of us, ever. ------------------------------> *Pointing up*

Second round of supper at Marina Square after club end. We were treating every places as if it's our house. Really have to maintain.. Had a mini "heart to heart" talk with bby that night. Walked around whole of Marina Square and Suntec City. Nagging at bby to find a washroom for me as I had to pee, super urgently.

#Random.
Suddenly recalled of what happened last year on the date of today. Valentine was nearing and bby and I were on extremely depressed mood. HAHAHA, was super funny though. #ForeverAlone day tomorrow, speaking of valentine. I never had celebrate valentine day alone before even though I'm single on that day every year. I never failed to receive gifts from both guys and girls. ._____. Another depressing day coming soon.... xoxo

Walking along the beach, under the starry night. With a handful of helium balloons, a bouquet of roses, a big teddy bear, box of chocolates. When someone actually plan a romantic surprise for you, just for you. Priceless. Truthfully speaking, which girl doesn't give a damn about valentine day despite her saying she dont give a damn about it. Which girl doesn't want a romantic valentine?

Un-glamorous

2012-02-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

xoxo

Happy Birthday

2012-02-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

A mini post here.
Bugis with Cia and Ben on the day before, watched Chronicle that day too. x

Happy birthday to my darling Szehui. ^~^ 4 February.
Celebrated her birthday at Marina Barrage, meet up with Cia first and headed over to Marina to wait for the rest. While waiting... the food I bought over was eaten away by me AND cia and rynne!!
Cabbed over to MB to wait for our birthday girl and Sharlene to arrived.

Chocolate cake from awfully chocolate.

All of us trying to lit up the candles, we took real long.

Budget Bin and Nomnom, took GULP cup from 7/11. HAHAHA

A sudden cake smash proudly by... ME!! ^~^
Everyone was shock, it's totally unexpected~ Woohoo~~
Nehnehnipoopoo.

So the plan was like this, only Sharlene and Bin were celebrating for her.
So she didnt know the rest of us were actually attending, that's the whole surprise~
Went to the back of MB when they were reaching while we prepare for the cake, borrowed a speaker and we actually wanted to blast Happy birthday song while walking over. EPIC moment when we tried to test for the song, it blasted so loud that Nomnom reaction was damn funny!! Super adorable too. But end up we didnt blast the music cause .. too much epic failed.

#IJKPPG

Evil Sharlene, spoiled Rynne expensive fox tail. HORRRR

I cant stop laughing at Rynne face in this photo. LOLOLOL

Abit tumblr-ish feel?!?! NO?!?!

Was walking around the the area repeatedly cause we wanted to surprise her from the back. Basically we were walking from A and change to B and to A and to B again. Finally she's not facing our direction. Plan worked, surprise succeed ^~^ Enjoy the day spend we my girls, I love days like this.

xoxo

Headed over to Bugis after that and went to Sing k. Went over to Jessica chalet with Cia and Bby after singing session. Andre and Ben meet us up there. Swear I'll NEVER EVER step into there again. N E V E R. Last but not least, Happy birthday Baby, Jessica! 4 February too.

Tumblr-ish failed.

2012-02-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

Trying to step tumblr model... AHAHAHA~ But obviously is a major epic failed.
Can I just download food, boyfriend and a face of a tumblr model off tumblr? *Sigh*

Movie at hub last week too, finally I'm slowly catching up on those movie I want to watch.

But even more interesting movie is premiering on air soon.. Movie marathon. Follow me on twitter? xoxo

Write something here.

2012-02-05T16:17:00.002+08:00

I'm too lazy to type.

The only chicken wing that manage to survive not being eaten away.

I got that whole plate of "La-La" all by myself ^~^

Winking failed. Eyelid sticker is making my eyes look so tiny winy. :-(

Why me no parallel eyelid, why why why.

I just dont feel like talking today.

Devilicious night. xoxo

2012-02-03T02:57:00.000+08:00

Spend my Chinese New Year this year differently, did not went for any visiting at all. Which also mean my red packets is pathetic until I'm speechless. Not even a $100. Reunion dinner with family at home ^~^ I love them.

Relative came over to my house on day 1, Cia came over after that too, hehe. Waited for Darryl to pick us up from my house & went over to Xueting house after that and lastly to Arena.

Night was great with them, my new friends are damn friendly and funny. HEHEHE.

John drove us home after club, 8 person was in the car. Xueting on "I forgot the name" leg, Darren on Ken leg, Ken dead on my shoulder, Cia on my leg, and Darryl. Luckily enough there's no road block and we didn't crash into accident.╰（￣▽￣）╭

Day 3, slept all the way till evening and everyone was out for visiting & again I'm alone at home.
Aunt called and asked me to find them for dinner together with my kuku family that abandoned me at home. >:-( Stressful dinner, swear my cuzzie was mean. Went in his room to greet him and the moment he saw me "Eeeeeee, so ugly." OKAYCAN. No, he's not joking with me -____- W H A T E V E R.

It doesn't take much for #Sagittarius to consider you a friend, but it takes a shitload for them to consider you a true friend.

A late post. Day 2 of Chinese new year.

2012-02-01T18:09:00.001+08:00

As usual, overslept even though all 6 of my alarm clocks ring. Henry came down to hub to meet me first before we went over to Town for dinner.

Everywhere was like a dead town, city of dead.
Awkward moment in Xingwang when we were having dinner, all sort of rubbish, while leaving, it was really damn embarrassing, really. Long journey rides to ECP at the later part of the night. Beach, Stars, Sea, Beautiful view, Music, Thoughts, Feeling, Words, ~~Sunrise~~. Love having night like this is peaceful.

STARE WHAT STARE. L-O-L

*THINKING-IN-PROGRESS*

NEHMIND, CONTINUE TO CAM.

TRYING TO ACT CUTE ^~^ AS USUAL

*I ALSO CAN ACT CUTE*

*Ooooo*

Was asking interesting questions the whole night. Well, I find it interesting though.
How far are we away from the ships, How tall is the height between earth and sky, How is black hole form, Is there really black hole, How's oxygen and carbon dioxide form, Is there really dinosaur, How come people drift, Is there really a friend forever, How come we will feel sad when people changed... and many many more questions.

I ALSO CAN~ *Oooo*

*DAMN ACT CUTE.* DAMN

Time pass, people change, everything changed, I asked why. And I was told, is all because I've grow up.Time pass, people change, things not the same, life still goes on. We've just learnt to grow up.

Selling away. xxx

2012-01-29T18:46:00.000+08:00

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Journey 2 the mysterious island

2012-01-28T17:34:00.004+08:00

Town for movie last night with Cia, Ben, Xhyrius and Nick. ^~^
Mood suddenly went real low while I'm on the way to find Cia and Ben, real low. Manage to put a smile back on my face when I met them. Halfway through the movie my mood went like !!@^@^)*#%!#! again.
Suddenly hate the crowd and having people around me, I hate being surrounded by people, I hate staying out late, I hate staying outside, I hate staying at home, I just want to be alone. Something is wrong with me.

Questions for my formspring please? ^~^

Sherlock Holmes

2012-01-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

Town with Cia and Vinnette. ^~^ Movie at J8 after that with Cia, Ahboy and Stanq.
Awesome movie, can I have the brain of Sherlock Holmes? I want to be as smart as him.

Vinnette doing her "feelers" extension~

While we busy snapping photos~ as usual.

Abit failed shot, but I kinda love this photo. xoxo

SO CUTE RIGHT!!! v^~^v

Mehmeh~

The not cute but trying to act cute - me.

xoxo Follow ^~^

Friends, crazy, laughter, chatting.

2012-01-23T14:58:00.001+08:00

Went to find Henry and Ahboy at Bugis and drive down to Potong Pasir.
Bought a cup of drink each and we spend almost 3 hours there chatting, even forget to pay our bill that the ahduhneh from the cafe have to chase out to remind us. *Embarrassing* Back to AMK for reunion dinner before we head down to Cheryl house. Awkward moment happened on the bus. "Because of you~" *HEHEHE Inside joke*

Cia, Ben and Xhyrius came down after that while Henry and I went off first.
The night was creepy, over thinking and self paranoid = me don't dare to go home. Cab uncle was telling us about his encounter on creepy incident and Henry told me about his creepy encounter at OCH the day before too. Cab back to redhill and everything's so scary to me, I even jumped when Henry voice become a little louder when he's talking. L-O-L.

Was praying hard that the "the awkward moment..." wont happened that night but end up it still happened.. <(_ _")> Facebook, Twitter, music, phone, games, chatting and fall asleep, freezing. A lot of rubbish and nonsense that day with them, "Xiao di di, xiao xiao di. Xiao mei mei, xiao xiao mei, Xiao-ry, Xiaorene, Xiaolianzxc, Laolianzx, middleLianzxc. L-O-O-O-L." Telling me what type of guys my future boyfriend should be like as if I'm 30 years old and should get married soon. Both of them can be my dad, LOL.

& Have a safe trip to Kailing and Henry! ^~^

Last night

2012-01-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

was... Shots after shots, Martell after Martell and Chivas after Chivas..
Tear immediately when I board the cab, I have no idea why.
Tears just kept falling down my cheek, cried even more when I alight.
Sitting at the bus stop and all I do was crying, cry and cry and cry.
The crying got worse when I was left alone at the bus stop.
Ugly face, tears all over my face, hair was in a real mess. Puked.
I hate puking, hate the feeling of discomfort...
If only my hair is black and I'm wearing a long white dress..
Cried myself to sleep, crying like a cry baby when I was trying to rest.
My phone cant stop ringing, kept on hearing my ringtone.
It's hard to keep up with a strong front, being independent. Really.

Thanks Ahboy for taking care of me last night. ♥ ♥ ♥

& Laytin, really sorry about last night.. ♥

"Total madness with Irene. Novena, Mrt. E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E.

Blabbering the most random stuff like 'MAMA POKO PANTS 'M' SIZE' Ok....How does that even up here. HAHAHA"
Love this dickballs, cia. ♥♥♥

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2012-01-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

Travel to quite a few places in a day. Hub in the noon, Tpy to meet up with Cia, Town to find Ben, Andre, Xhyrius and Nick. Gather up with rest of the GM. Bugis and Pomo with Ahboy, Cia, Stanlique, Wilson, Faiz and Jeremy. Waited for Henry to come pick us up after club and we kinda get lost on the roads, Bishan prawning to gather up with the rest, and finally manage to meet up with Chunwai and Carter! ^~^

*spot a middle finger behind? t^~^t*

Got bullied by Ahboy and Xhyrius, they tired to throw me into the pond. IFFFFFUUUUU!! Nmdmmppagamqjzzsbdsqq!!! One grab my arm, the other grab my leg and swing me into the pool. OMG FUCKEN EMBARRASSING AND THE REST OF THOSE 10+ PEOPLE IS ALL WOODBLOCK. NO ONE TRY TO COME AND SAVE ME. MOFO, ALL DIE DIE DIE. ^~^

Went for breakfast at The prata house with Cia, Henry, Xhyrius, Nick and Stanlique.

Supposed to drive me back to my house but Henry just drove all the way to CCK. I wanna kill people, my eyes is irritating the fuck outta me, fucken sleepy and having sudden random moodswing when I'm sleeping in the car and half way of the trip. Flared up immediately when we reach CCK and cab all the way back to home.

Throwing my temper to everyone. Okayyy shit.... *I remembered Henry drove us to Lim chu kang cemetery ..*

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2012-01-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

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Work training with Bby and Huiru at Queensway.
The darkest hour with Ahboy and Lachron for late night movie. Spend the rest of the night with Ahboy eating, chit chatting and playing with cats.

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Work in morning, Ahboy came down to accompany me for lunch. ^~^
Took a short rest at his house with Bby before both of us went down to bugis to meet GM.

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Just working.

I THINK I SUPER BRAVE TO POST UP MY NAKED FACE PHOTO. MUAHAHAHHA.
Keep your nasty comments to yourself. :-)

Past loves they never got very far. Wall's up, made sure I guarded my heart & I promise I wouldn't do this till I knew it was right for me. Not all girls are trying to act "Hard to chase" "Hard to get". They just learnt not to entrust their heart so that easily to anyone anymore. It really sucks to feel inferior, unwanted, incomparable and the list goes on.SHE. have got all the features and everything a woman wants. I'm jealous.I stare into space, everything's blank. My mind is empty but there's a millions, zillions of thoughts running all about.I don't want to hear "you're beautiful still even without makeup". I'd rather hear "you look ugly, but I still love you." and laugh at me. "I'm just combining some of my tweets all together."

When he says he's different, he is basically just the same as the rest. If he is different, he will show you, not tell you.

2012-01-15T23:54:00.001+08:00

I HAVE TO BLOG THIS.THISISSOFUCKENTRUE.
WATCH.XOXO
On the side note: I'll blog soon, got everything drafted just lack with photos.

In another life, I wanna be your girl.

2012-01-13T02:06:00.000+08:00

Page 10 of 366: First time shopping with mummy.

When was the last time we went out together?... I cant remember....

Supposed to accompany mummy to town in the morning.

*Morning*
Mummy: Wake up!!!~
Me: -still sleeping- you ownself go first.... I later then go find you....
*Noon*
Mummy: -called me- Oiii, still coming to find me?? I finished my stuff already.
Me: -still sleeping- OMG... you come home first... LOL

So end up I didnt accompany her and she still got to buy lunch back for me. HEHEHE

*Taken on my birthday*

*FFFFUUUU, she have parallel eyelid and big dolly eye. NO FAIR.*

Bugis to get our new year clothes and stuff.
Force her to do a spring cleaning after we got home. I swear I did a better job than her.
Gotta force her to throw her clothes away. Her clothes is 10x the amount of mine and she complained I have more clothes than her. -___________-

Bought a heels from Gmarket and the size is too tight for me. Bought it at $28
It's size 39 but it can only fit for size 37/38. Contact me if you are interested! 93232659.

Page 5 of 366. #TGIF

2012-01-11T02:00:00.000+08:00

Remembering your dreams and all of a sudden it felt so real, so scary. The fear of losing the people you love, that's important to you. Had a chat over the phone with J yesterday. Miss the past, really hate that I had drifting away from my best friends, close friends. People you used to hang out with, texting and chatting on phone all day long, and just in a blink of eyes, everything changed. I've been asking myself of a lot, the current and the past me. Which of them is actually better for myself. Alright, as I said, had a chat with J yesterday. Totally shocked me when I was told that some people is still stalking my life, my blog, Facebook, twitter, formspring. It's really scary to know that people you lost contact with or strangers is stalking you.

Please dont get nightmare... I've phobia of browsing my phone photos. Always.

Failed shot. But I find we look funny with the expression. LOL

Went out for dinner and dessert with Laytin and Cia over at Balestiar. Caught "Already famous" with Cia that night too since we both haven't watch it at Shaw Plaza. Random idea to go for prawning that night, Ahboy and Ruiwei came over to join us too.

Lovely Dovely

2012-01-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

Wooohooo, totally in love with my new camera apps effect and thanks to the sunny sun for making my face flawless~ "You may keep your mean comments to yourself if you wanna hate me, there's nothing I can do that I'm born ugly right? Blame my dad's sperm for not creating a daughter that's prettier or my mum's egg for it. "

Zigui accompanied me to ClarkeQuay for my course interview on yesterday morning. One word- Stressed.

And please help me to report this profile: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003192234543&ref=ts "Irene Lyb, Studying at Punggol Secondary school, born in 15 December" Okay, try harder honey. Get your information right first before creating a fake profile of mine will ya? ^~^ I swear she's damn adorable. I commented on her wall after she accepted my friend request. "Hi my "twinneh", I dont study in Punggol sec or born in 15 Dec. Try harder honey ^~^." She actually replied me "Ohh sry!! I'll change it." next moment she blocked me. -_______-

A brand new year. 2012

2012-01-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2012 TO ALL!!! Hope 2012 will be a good year for everyone. xx
Also, last year at 0000am, 1 January 2011 I proposed to my Bby at town!! Romantic right? But abit failed ah the scene. -____- So, HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TOO BBY! ♥ ♥ ♥ ME LOVE CHIUZXC~ *Smoochiez smoochiez* Muaaaaa~ ^3^

My eyebag is getting worst, fuck my life. Having a huge eyebag is so not cool :'-(
My new year eve nearly turn out disaster, as usual. Luckily not. Plans keep changing and I really get damn pissed off about it. I had already spend my X'mas alone and not new year eve too. So yeap, this year I spend my new year eve away with some unexpected friends. Trust me, really unexpected.
Original plan was all cancelled & I got really pissed off and I decided to stay home instead. Pangpang were sweet enough to come all the way down from BoonLay to AMK just to meet me & even told me she will make my day better ^~^. Jan too, she didnt know that I knew she was coming to find me too and she called me. Trying to surprised me but I already knew she's meeting me too. HEHEHE. Lastly, the most unexpected person, Chrysan.

I meet up with all 3 of them and had our dinner at Chompchomp, Frolick after that, awesome food once again. Thomas, his brother and Ronald came down to find us for awhile. Went over to Town *Regretted* with Chrysan, Thomas and his brother while the others left to other places. Town was completely.... dead. It's totally stupid to spend new year eve walking around aimlessly, looking at the time, 5..4..3..2..1 HAPPY NEW YEAR right? & I want to spend my last day of the year wild and crazy!
Walk from town to Dhoby and on the way, Chrysan and I were shouting HAPPY NEW YEAR!! to random people, running and suddenly shocking people with Happy new year! Total epic, the guys behind keep "Siao already... this 2 crazy girls..." A Indian guy even got shocked cause of my sudden shouting too. & from Dhoby we cab to Bugis, on the way we were shouting and waving to all passerby in the car too. LOOOOOL.

Went over to ~~Singk~~ (cant even sing, the guys were too loud and noisy) with Justin, Ford, Poh heng, Vance, Ken, Zeith, and a few more of them. GAGAGA~ I love my son Justin, he never failed to cheer me up when my day was ruined and bring me out. Even have to tolerate with my attitude on him. Last December, I spend my month with them doing all sort of crazy stuff, partying and drinking with them. On the last day of December I spend my day drinking and singing with also~ Miss those days~ Jan and Pangpang came back to find us cause Rebel was full house. Poor darling~ Awwwww~ :x Laytin, Meili, Huimin and Teresa came over to find me too and they were all gone case, drunk. *I lose my angry bird ear cap that night!!! :'-(*

My face look so pinkkkkk~

Had a hard time flagging for cab that night, all cab company were busy, no cabs on the road and there's way too much people waiting for cab too. Finally got a cab and went over to Balestiar for Bakuteh with Pangpang and Chrysan. All truth will come out when 2 girls come together, no one will love you the way I loved you in the past. You didn't cherish it, and now that I'm gone, you are asking another girl that love you so much to love you the way like I do? FFFUUUU. :-) With my middle finger held up high.

This is how my day was spend on New year eve and starting of a brand new year. It's simple but I really did have fun with all my friends. ^~^ Had a talk with Laytin after I got home, got really pissed off with some Cunt. The world is unfair, you may be born prettier than some other girls but that does not give you any rights to insult on others. Saying that they are ugly, does this make you any prettier? No. What's the point of having a pretty face yet an ugly heart. If I were you, I will just disfigured my face to match with the ugly heart. No one's a beauty queen, no one's perfect, everyone have their flaws. But still they are beautiful the way they are.

Lastly to you, fucken cunt.
May your face rot together with your disgusting heart.
With love, me. xoxo

Ohhh also, went out to party with Bby and Huiru on the last Thursday of the year 2011. Spend the whole night trying to escape from all those despo guys, feel like slapping on their faces, you really cant imagine how thick skin they can be. The night isnt that great, but Huiru actually find it quite fun. Okayyy.... hahaha!

Late night calls.

2011-12-31T09:59:00.000+08:00

*Wave* It's actually the last day of 2011 already, time really has been flying real fast isnt it? Still cant accept the fact after a few hours, we are moving on to 2012. How I wish at the last minute of today, exactly at 11.59pm. We are all given a chance to pause the time for awhile, walk back into the past and correct some of our mistake. Wrong choices we had made this year, mistake that will haunt you through out the year, in the future. If only at a brand new year, we can refresh our life completely or something. Make what happened in 2011 stay in 2011 and not bringing it over to 2012. Just keeping some memories aside.

Well, this year have been....*I've no idea how to describe* it's not the worst neither it's the best. I'm still alive, just barely breathing. 2011, a continuous story from 2010? My life's still dramatic, really wish I can film my life down, upload to my blog and instead of reading my craps right now, you will be watching a movie of my life. I learn to be stronger and even independent. Learning to know who to trust, who not to trust. Be extremely careful with my words and thinking twice or even thrice when I want to say or do something. Always to think 3 steps ahead of others. Mind blown, mentally torturing myself. I'll try to do a vlog later ^~^ IF I have the time, so keep refreshing. x

Late night call with Cia few days ago. *DISCLAIMER* Do not read if you are under age of 21. Strictly adult and crazy girls content. LOOOOOOOOOL.

This is what happened.... I'm supposed to be "sleeping" so I actually cant reply her through the phone & I decided to whisper to her through the phone. But every sentence I said she couldn't understand and all she can hear loud and clearly was "IFFFUUUU" LMFAO. So I decided to "talk" to her via texts instead. Basically she's talking to me while I'm typing to her.

Have fun trying to figure out our conversation. ^~^ & craziness didnt stop... we continued on twitter..

I find this song cute. ^~^ Hehe

We wear different masks for different reasons. Some mask we wear, is cause we hope to be stay, hidden. ♥ツ xoxo

2011-12-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

No matter how much or how easy it is to shut off your emotions, it just fight the way back in. I have been getting nightmares this few days, always finding myself waking up by my own scream and in tears. I'm scare, really scare. Wake up and everything was so dark, I felt as if I'm in a forest with complete darkness. A sense of fear, opening your eyes and you are all alone.
I couldn't tell you, why she felt that way, she felt it everyday. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Dont know where she belongs.

Town last last Saturday with Bby, Jinda and Amandy just for dinner. I seriously hate the rain for screwing up my original plans with Bby. Going to ECP to ride bicycle and having dinner, enjoying the scenery and gazing at the beautiful night skies. Had my stingray and "La-la" again. Happy me once again. Y'know, happiness only always stay with me for, awhile. It just a temporary smile and laughter, and after that. You have to say goodbye, goodbye happiness.

That day was kinda a little crazy, town just for dinner, Balestier with Bby and Cia just for beancurd and went to Bugis just for movie. Not forgetting, Bby's a little weird that day... she's too sweet. LOLOL. She actually for the very first time, brought umbrella out to shelter me ._______. She dont even have the habit of bringing umbrella out can?!!?!?

Watched a Hongkong ghost stories that night, the 3 of us was basically hiding behind our jacket and covering our whole face with it. Till now the scene of the horror show is still in my head. I'm so afraid of horror show yet I love to watch it. End up always having nightmare for a long period of time and getting all paranoid when I'm alone, even in the daylight. Kbox after movie with GrandeManior and 123456789 people that suddenly pop up.

Also went out with Cia last Wed, both of us were sick and the day was kinda hell for me.
I've phobia of going out when I'm sick and when I'm having my period on..... shall not mention about it.
Walk around Peninsula and Marina Square and as usual both of us were on crazy mode.

Few more days to 2012, a brand new year.

Kiss me, under the mistletoe

2011-12-25T06:10:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas finally, so Merry Christmas everyone. "Christmas.... Newyear..." How did you guys spend your Christmas Eve? ^~^
Since young I dont really have the habit of celebrating Xmas so to be honest I dont really care about it. But everyday when Xmas is nearing, people would be tweeting related stuffs which make me starting to find it depressing. As expected, my Christmas Eve was a total failure not gonna expect much later in the day either.

Decided to push this post up first as I cant blog without photos. I will publish the "expired" post when I have the photos. Was rotting at home till Henry text me, manged to not waste another Friday away. Meet him at town just for dinner, we totally have no plans at all so basically we're just like planning our day on the spot.
Thanks to my great idea of suggesting walking over to Bugis, and the Stupid road Gemini told me his way was a shortcut *mine is!!!* end up we walk from Cine >> River Valley >> ClarkeQuay >> Somewhere near Cine!!! "He was like, look over there..... across the road... isnt that... cine ._____." I swear I nearly kill him, we actually walked 40mins or so and got back to somewhere near cine. However our next location was fun. HEHEHEHE, Fort Canning Park and to National Museum. LOLOL. "We went to National Museum to gain more knowledge and learnt new things. Headed over to SMU for a night classes and CHIMES for a drink". Everyone's either at Azzura, club or pub. While both of us went to National Museum to gain knowledge. & Yeap I'm serious we really learn.

*Some overdue photos*

We were both crazy that night, I'm always crazy and on high mode so, Henry's is extremely crazy that night. A side of him none can ever see. LMFAO. Finally reach Bugis and waited for Bby at BurgerKing. She was totally freak out by the both of us as we kept laughing and laughing and laughing. Blabbering retarded and idiotic stuff. Suggesting new crazy idiotic ideas. Trying our best to maintain our image but.... failed.
So yeap, I hereby declared I have the influential power to turn my friends as crazy as me, as for this, even crazier than me. Went to SingK for that night, I swear I cant sing that night. Both of us, the crazy ones keep on disturbing each other when me or him is singing. So end up we just cant hold our laughter can laugh out loud using the Mic.... "Disturbing the lyrics, starring at each other when one of us is singing, doing stupid actions and face. LOOOOOL" & did I forget to mention, I "BOO!" the wrong person that night.. a really awkward moment. The manager must be thinking what's wrong is with this crazy girl.

It's been a long time since I'm really that crazy and happy. I love how I crazy and retarded I can be when I'm with my friends. Really happy and joyful that night. Christmas Eve was actually.... hell. I broke down, a major one. Was just lying on sofa, and suddenly I burst into tears, went in to bedroom, curl myself up at one corner and just kept on crying, crying and crying. I have no idea why I cried, I was feeling real sad, depressing, sorrow. For ..... I really dont know. I just felt like this, I just felt like crying.

Save me...

An angel, with a shortgun. xxx.

2011-12-17T03:35:00.002+08:00

2AM: Craving for Stingray, "La-La", black pepper chicken, "Kankong", BBQ prawns and chicken wing, taohuey, beancurd pudding, Koi ice cream tea, durian prata, bakuteh....

Dinner with Bby few days back, had my chicken rice and koi ice cream tea & went to Bishan prawning for our Bbq prawns. ^~^ & Yes, i change to center parting that day. How do I look? Doesnt look like me, yea I know...

The feeling of getting protected by someone, when you know that you are matter to someone, there's always someone being by your side, sharing your daily life with the person at the end of the day, when you are in trouble or something bad happened to you, someone would call you immediately, getting worried about you. That feeling, is sweet isnt it? I kinda miss this feeling.
Fake a smile, fake a laugh, fake a happiness, fake that it doesnt hurt, fake that you dont care. Girls. Faking a feelings, guys. Big difference isnt it?

I'm a happy girl today, I got my sticky, I got to watch my movie, I ate my favourite foods with my sweetheart. We had a romantic and cute dinner, under the rain. Although we keep complaining about the rain, is still sweet and romantic isnt it? Hehe ^~^. So sorry to make her wait for me for an hour or so :( Heavy jam at Orchard road, from FEP to TANGS took me like 20mins on the road. Big disaster.. Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks with Zhenru, those chipmunks is adorably cute!! I want to have one of them too, if they are real.

#Random, why is so many people using ^~^ now...

I didn't give it on purpose, gotta figure out how you stole my heart. My mind is gone, Im spinning round. Did it happen when we first kissed, cause is hurting me to let it go. Maybe' cause we spend so much time and I know it's no more.How did I get here w you, I'll never know. I never meant to let it get so personal.& after all I tried to do, staying away from loving you.

When you're busy staring at your phone waiting & hoping for his name to pop up on your phone screen. He's busy texting with other girls.

2011-12-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

Warning: Looking seriously fugly and shag in all photos.
While I'm busy replying wishes at midnight I got a called from Bby, telling me she got stucked at AMK area at 1am+. So quicky bathe and prepared to go down and fetch her to my house. I saw Ahboy and her, under my block. With cakes and presents... It's a mini and simple celebration, just the 3 of us. No more no less. I love it. Everything they prepared for me. xoxo

Enjoy the celebration with them, really really enjoy it. Needless to say, I'm really really happy. ^~^

As expected, I got a cake smash from Ahboy, everyone did actually. HEHEHE. So this clever smart ass try to push my face to the cake but I managed to avoid. And while I'm happily munching the first bite of my cake, I got smashed from the side...... Chased him back and guess what?? MY CUTE AHBOY RAN AND BANG STRAIGHT INTO THE WALL WHILE TRYING TO ESCAPE FROM ME. LOLOLOLOL!!!!!! The scene was god damn epic and funny I swear! & Yes, I still smashed him back even though he bang his head right towards the wall. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHH!!!! I sound so evil, but seriously I cant stop laughing. Bby got smash by me too, hehehehe. Birthday didnt get bullied but bby got bullied by us instead through the night.

Went out for dinner as celebration with my family the next day, this is the first time... after many years. We sat down together in peace, eating and chatting happily together, without quarrels. Yeaaa, first time after many years. We talked about the future, we talked about now, we talked about my friends. The first time mummy wanted to pass my allowance, but I rejected, I have to idea why. I'm always blaming them for forcing me to be so independent, paying everything by myself. Every single thing, yet this time round I actually reject and smile back to her..

Movie at town with Ahboy. Bby and Ciacia after dinner. Binbin and Szehui specially came down to town just to surprised me for my birthday. They got me a mini cake too ^~^ So I ate 3 cakes in a day, Chocolate Elmo cake from Ahboy and Bby. Fruit cake from my family, and Strawberry cheesecake from Binbin and Szehui. Xxx.

*This is so damn candid........*

Watched "New year eve" that night, touchy show. Feel like watching it again. Head down to Bugis after movie to find the rest of the Grande Manior. Busying taking photos while the guys are singing k.

I got my pink lipstick and lipgloss all over my face and body thanks to Nat. & I've no idea how to wash away the stain on my stocking. Morning was totally L-O-L thanks to Henry and Andre, all their stupid nonsense make us guys laugh like mad.

You saw that girl, you liked that girl, you got that girl, you walk away. You got bored, you came back. Does that girl look like a toy to you? How much I hate to admit my feelings, but I just have too. I love the way you hold and hands and fall asleep. Placing my hands on your chest, I can feel your heartbeat. Hi there, I miss your hug.

Hi, talk to me at my formspring preaseeeee? ^~^

Forever and always. xoxo

2011-12-13T08:58:00.000+08:00

There's no disappointment this year, in fact. I love my birthday this year, one of the best birthday I ever had. There's no party, drinking or a large amount of friends celebrating with me, no.
There's no chalet or Marina bay sand hotel, or bbq session like how usually other girls would have for their birthday, no.
I like things simple, celebrating with just my love ones and my family, I need no expensive gifts, I need no big feasts. I love it when people diy stuffs for me, thoughts and sincerity is everything that count. Not the amount of digits printed on the receipts.

I got a few surprises this year, from the people I love and my close friends. My family totally forgot about my birthday, yeap. totally. but things actually turn out differently after that. Will blog about my birthday celebration soon. ^~^

"You'll always be my bestfriend, beyond words, beyond time and beyond distance"

Dont worry Bby! Now we have got circle line, BoonLay to AMK is definitely not a problem! xoxo

"It's Ferror Rocher ^~^"

"A sister will poke you till you buey tahan ^-^v"

"When your phone drop, you panic. When your friend falls, we laugh"

"My bestfriend brings the best outta me"

"My bestfriend created a monster"

"My elmo cake from Bby and Ahboy ^~^ xoxo"

Presents from Bby, Ahboy, Binbin and Szehui ^~^ xoxo.

Nevertheless, Facebook, Twitter and my phone got flooded with wishes. Some of the wishes I received is really sweet and cute. Especially those from Binbin, Szehui, Fengyi, Yuenyuen, Zhenru and one of my blog reader!! & Kailing the one and only that called me specially just to wish me... when I'm in the bathroom bathing. ^~^ xxx.

Written by a guy.

2011-12-13T08:00:00.000+08:00

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls or texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2am that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freakin' mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take advantage of the mood I'm in.

Let us pay for you ! Don't feel bad. We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say thank you.

Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of make-up you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/'beautiful"I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of.On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either.

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.

Someone who will honor your morals.Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say I love you and actually mean it.

ADVICE:
*Holding Hands* -Girls: If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.*Movies* -Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder. -Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other* -Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too and mean it.
*Laying below the stars* -Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heartbeat. -Guys: Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

Pretending to pretend that it's alright, it's okay...

2011-12-10T02:51:00.001+08:00

Birthday's tomorrow. I'm not excited about it at all, a ruined birthday last year somehow lead me to not having much expectation for my birthday this year. Miss how happy I was in the past whenever my birthday is nearing.
Having a meal with all my friends and my brother at town, carrying my gigantic Elmo they bought for me walking around and watching movie. I even ask the ticket counter do I have to purchase a ticket for my Elmo too. LOL

Shopping with my two great girls yesterday, I'm the one shopping while the both of them just accompanied me to shop without any complaints. ^~^ Was on the way to meet up with Laytin and Sihui and my bus accidentally hit a old man. Dont worry, the old man is fine. And on Sihui side, her bus hit a bird. Yes, B I R D. LOL.
Human accident and bird accident.

I cant believe I actually spend $xxx on less than 10items. O_______O LESS THAN 10 ITEMS?!
I set my budget at $100 but at the end of the day I overshot wayyyyyyyyyyy too much. Shop around Bugis and continue shopping at town after that while Sihui left first. I seem to be shopping for the sake of shopping as I was just grabbing any clothes I saw and pay at the counter. First i bought a outer at like $30 and after that I saw a similar one (But uglier ofcause) at $12 at Bugis...... Then I bought a top at H&M when I can get similar design outside at like .. $10? Left town and went for dinner at Thomsom, finally got to eat my Taohuey again^~^, and there's actually a new product Beancurd pudding. My new love. HEHE. Had Aston after that and Laytin told me about the first time she and her family eat at Aston. You are suppose to choose two side dishes for your main course and....

Counter: Side dishes?
Them: What side dishes do y'all have?
Counter: Potato salad and others.
Them: Alright, potato salad.
Counter: Another one?
*The thought there's only one side dish and assumed the "Another one" was for another meal*
Them: Potato salad.

And so end up all of them were having Potato salad and the main course. & her dad was like "Kanina... potato bigger than my steak. Eat potato also eat till sibeh full lahhh" LOOOOL.

Rush home and quickly prepare before I went down to Bugis to meet up with Ahboy and Carter. Went down to Powerhouse after that and meet up with the rest. Fucked up night, xmm. If you dont want to squeeze in club then go home and sleep then. Brainless bunch of pigs. Hello, it's a C L U B, you think you at C O M M U N I T Y C L U B? Dancing line dance alot of space? Cab down to Balestiar for bakuteh with Cia, Ben, Henry, Audrey and Andre in the morning after event. & I'm craving for bakuteh right now..... Okay, back to Twitter.

My kena stroked cramp face. ^~^ hehe
The feeling where by you having to pretend you dont give a fuck damn about it, pretending you dont care, pretending that it's okay, pretending that you dont mind, pretending that it doesnt hurt.The feeling of getting replaced so that easily. Same script, different cast.

True facts about women.

2011-12-07T03:48:00.001+08:00

I posted this video on my twitter, cant stop LOL-ing.Seriously just watch. ^~^ Funny and true.

又回到最初的起点呆呆地站在镜子前笨拙系上红色领带的结将头发梳成大人模样穿上一身帅气西装

2011-12-07T02:50:00.001+08:00

Dinner with Kailing at hub on Friday while waiting for Bby and Huiru to come down. ^~^
I love talking to Kailing, she's like a big sister to me. A good friend, a family member, a sister. 9 years friendship going 10years soon. Xoxo

Head down to Chinatown together with Bby and Huiru after that for awhile, bumped into Audrey while I'm on my way to town to meet Cia. Have a short chat with her, and we ran like some crazy women up the escalator at dhoby.... Parted with everybody while I left to town. Join Eddie and Glen for dinner at town and accompany them to wait for Shane and Marcus for awhile too.

Night out with just Cia alone, got crazy on bus with her without caring about how embarrassing we were. ^~^v
Supposed to have beancurd but we ended up having supper at hub instead cause we went to loop around whole Singapore. Only had a few minutes of sleep that day before I had to force myself to prepare for work.. The morning was kinda funny, was on train and my train stop at TPY so i texted Cia. Coincidentally we both were on the same train but there's too much passengers and we were on different cabin. So i texted her when the train stop at Orchard and most of the passengers are going to move out we meet at the middle cabin..
Ended up this stupid girl went out of the train and she thought we were supposed to meet at platform. LOL.
So i got off the train at Somerset and wait for her train to arrived at Somerset and we meet inside the train just for.. 5minutes. Best thing I'm already running late for work. Rushed like a crazy women and end up the shop was not even open yet when I'm late for half an hour..... FFUUUU.

Ahboy was sweet enough to come down and accompany me for lunch, to see me eat only. K LOLOLOL. Meet Cia after our work end and went down to Raffles to fetch Ahboy from work, cab down to NEX and spend the night there. Henry came down to find us too. The night was crazy with them, so first me and Henry suddenly got this stupid craving, eating apples.. and we sneak into food republic fruits and drinks stall to take their apples.. Then Ahboy and Cia went to take 2 big watermelons?!?!?!?! LOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!

#Crazyaction2: Stupid Ahboy went to took a apple and threw it up to a roof of the shop. So if you are walking on B1 at food republic area, look down to see if you can find any apples on the roof alright. ^~^
#Crazyaction3: Carrying each other having war... yea.. childish.. but it's fun. Kicking and grabbing each other leg. LOL, not to forget, me and Cia literally ROFL. Rolling on the floor laughing cause of Ahboy and Henry actions and the face expression Henry gave. HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, birthday in 4 more days, really not looking forward at all. Just feel like skipping that day.

Hello December, Goodbye November. X

2011-12-04T17:30:00.000+08:00

Went to SITEX of the last day with Henry and Cia ^~^. Meet Cia at Tpy and bought KOI down for Zhenru, Gina and Eunice. Audrey, Andre and XiaoHei came down at the later of the night. XiaoHei left first while the rest of us went for dinner at Changi Point.

Went down to Bugis to find Cloud to SingK, Xhyrius, Rachel and Dion came down too.
Supposed to went home as I've work the next day.... but still, ended up out for the whole night. The night isnt that great though.

Just another short post too, Hello December, Goodbye November. :)
Birthday in 7 days time, not really looking forward to it. No plans, nothing...

Conversation that only you and your friends understand. Xo

2011-11-30T22:23:00.001+08:00

Have been re reading the conversation I had with Bby few days back.Cant stop laughing. Here's part of it ^~^ The rest is.. ermm.. hehe. You guys cant read it.Cia,Ahboy and Henry read it and kept on laughing too. LOOOOOOOL.

Started texting with Cia with Emoji too ^~^

Just a short post, will update another post soon. Check back again alright ^~^.Formspring and Twitter pretty please?

Miss Pixiefied

2011-11-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

Just a short update before i start with my advertorial *DONT JUST SCROLL DOWN HOR!! :(*
Caught "The apple of my eye" together with Cia, Ben, Xhyrius few days back I think. The movie is a much watch! Super hilarious and touching, not all love story have a happy ending. Happy ending only exist in fairytales. No? Move in to Bby's house on Wednesday together with Cia, HEHE watched The Human Centipede 2 with Cia while Bby went work the next morning. Ben came down to find us and went down to Bishan to meet XiaoHei and Xhyrius too. Went to singK after that, Andre and Gary came down after that.
Went to watched "Breaking Dawn" with Xhyrius just now too, I'm sucha good bby that specially go down to Suntec just to pass Bby my portable charger. Sweet right?

Alright so...

Quite a few of my readers have been asking me where I bought my contact lens and etc.
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Miss Pixiefied have a various series of lens on sales. SUPER BARBIE, IFAIRY etc.
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Rose Blue

Kirei Green

Cia is wearing MOEMOE series fyi ^~^

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11.11.11 Satanic

2011-11-21T15:10:00.000+08:00

I've no idea why people is getting gaga over 11.11.11/11:11 like as if is another valentine? ._.
It's actually satanic if you google it....

And yes, I didnt rot my 11.11.11 at home though, did something happy. ^~^
Went shopping with Cia. HEHEHEHE. Went down to Farrerpark to collect my pay and Secretskill after that to return cards. Walked to Illuma and swear the weather is killing me and cia keep disallow me to take cab cause it's just a short distance. Was kinda overly crazy rated with her that day if you actually follow my twitter you would have knew what happened.

Bought quite alot of stuff and went down to Cine for neoneo after that, Ben came down but sadly neoneo shop was closed by the time he had reached... :/

Footloose

2011-11-18T16:00:00.000+08:00

Was working alone at Hgpoint after work course, got separated with my Qtpies :(
I was so stupid to think that the power plug at my workplace doesnt have electricity... okay that was dumb. I know. Bby and Zhenru came down to find me during the first day of work.
Cab down to bugis and leave my phone at Zhenru shop to charged while we went for dinner. Wait for Ahboy to off work while Zhenru leave to Cine first.

Went down to Cine after that and watched Tintin -Interrupted-
Forgot to blog about this in the previous post, went down to Cine too at the last day of course with bby, Bokmay and Zhenru for dinner ^~^ My Qtpies leave first while we waited for Xhyrius to come down and watched In Time, the movie was really awesome and cool. I want to live in a world of time too. Forever having that young face :(
Okay back to this post, fall asleep while watching halfway, was really tired. Immediately fall asleep as soon as i have reached home.

Work on second day was kinda fun, bought lunch and went up to Weiting house and I actually slept at her house during my break. HEHEHE, Zach was kind enough to come down and accompanied for quite a few hours till I end work.Xhyrius came down after my work end again and went down to Bugis to find Bby and Huiru for Koi, Cine afterthat just for dinner. -_____- Weiting was sweet enough to get her parents down to shop at the last day of work so she could accompanied me awhile, HEHE <3. Fabian drove me to HGmall after work and meet Xhyrius there, head down to Dhoby to meet up with Cia and went over to SecretSkill.

Wanted to watch 2359 but all place and cinema was fully booked so cab down to Illuma to watch Footloose instead. Cloud and co were there too, meet up with all of them after both our movie and went to SingK till morning.

Good evening to bother you

2011-11-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

I have quite a few post to publish, result for not having time to blog.
Have been really busy with work recently, gotta meet quite alot of new friends, especially my new Qtpies, Zhenru, Gina and BokMay. They are really damn adorable, never failed to smile and laugh like mad when I'm with them.

Worked at Suntec together with Gina and BokMay, it's really enjoyable working them ^~^
Played ChubbyBunny (Stuffing as much mashmallow in your mouth as possible) And there was this epic scene when it's my turn, I was busy stuffing the mashmallow and suddenly i turn there's actually a Caucasian looking at me! He even actually give me a "Jiayou! Jiayou!" action. Oh my... I swear i have no idea where to hide my face at that moment as i actually "puke" out all my mashmallow from my mouth... totally disgusting...

Ahboy, Bby, Henry, and Xhyrius (With my koi ^~^) came down to find me on the first day.
Went back to Amk together with the guys and head home to get Ahboy blazer and bring it all the way down to his house just to pass to him. Xhyrius friend drove me home and them to club afterthat.

BokMay didnt came to work on the second day :( Jiaqian came down to take over for instead. Was talking about school,camp,ghost and many many more topics. Ghost topic make me and Gina so paranoid that we actually accompanied each other to the same cubicle when we go to the washroom. LOL!
Zhenru came down on the second day follow by Justin at the later of the night~ Waited for Bby and Rynne to come down to find me after my work and head down to Nex to find Cia for awhile and cab home together with her.

Work was really damn tiring, leg was aching. Keep on slacking and sitting down while at work.
Last day of work was fun and crazy, playing and fooling around with my Qtpies, piggybacked the both and them and ran around the mall. HEHEHE even did stupid actions under the camera. Xhyrius came down to find me after work end, bus all the way to Tamp and then change bus to ECP end up we dont know where we were and have to cab instead.

Attended a work course our agency sent us to after that week of work at Suntec, first day of work was damn fucked up due to two of the girls in the class. Immature girl trying to act as if they are. Ohhh please, making a fool outta yourself? Indeed mature. Yea. It was a 3 days course and miracle-ly i managed to survive the 3 days. Went for dinner at chompchomp with my Qt pies and Yongyan for dinner and NEX after that.

Okay that's all for this post ^~^ Rest of the post will be publish on schedule. Xoxo

judgemental. judge judge judge

2011-11-14T02:59:00.000+08:00

I'm really damn sick and tired of how fucked up this society are.
Welcome to the world of fucked up society with fucked up judgemental humans.
You will get judged for every single thing you do. Pretty,ugly, fat,skinny,short, tall,and the list continue. Blah blah blah :)

They pretend that they 'know' you, they think they do.

They judged you even when they don't know who da fuck you are.

When they like you: everything you do, right or wrong, good or bad, true or false. Angelic to them.
Where else if they don't, it's the total opposite. They hate you for everything you do.
They call you a fake, a bitch, a attention seeker, and etc.

When someone compliment you, 'hey you're beautiful ' if you reply 'Thank you!:)' you will be judged for a indirect self praise. 'Eww she think she's really beautiful?' | 'ohhh im not, that's too flattering ' once again you will be judged. 'Just accept the bloody comment and stop acting like you're humble!' See?

You're on the winning track if you're popular, your fans will all side you
If you don't then oh well, good luck being trash, hope you'll survive.

No one is a holy saint, so don't judged me like I'M a holy devil.

Angel and devil, depend on how your point of view is towards them.

Haters are confused admirers. Standard line for me. X

When you want to judged, least, get to know some facts about me first.

Rumors are NOT facts. So don't phrase it as it is.

This is how fucked up the society is, what to do?

Lastly, I'm not born in this world to keep up a fake image of who im not to pleased any of you.s so it's either you accept who I am or just grow some fuck outta your judgement mindset.

I'm like real sick right now and in seriously bad mood. Lying on bed for hours and I still can't fall asleep, bloody cough and headache. Fever, leg aching and hurting like some bitch due to work back aching, flu, cough, throat hurting too.

I'm in ♥ w a person. Someone that love me as much as I love myself. Never judge me. Always there for me 24/7/365 Forever . ME. MYSELF. I

2011-10-26T10:21:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile, I really have no idea what's wrong with me recently. I get frustrated easily, my moodswing is serious. I get pissed off over every single lil things. Everything just fucked me up. Starting to find people around me annoying, just feel like slapping them especially when they attitude me for no reason. So yea, what's happening to me. O's level have started, goodluck to those having their O's!

Oh look there's the girl everyone notice, wanna be with, hang out with. Me? Just sitting at one corner drawing stars. Style right.

Happy 17 to Quackquack! Brought her down to Le noir on her birthday. 15Oct.
Meet up with my girls (Bby, Cia, Quack, Ahhai and Szehui) at Clarkequay and had Bakuteh for dinner, trust me it's a wrong choice, you will know why later. Ben, Xhyrius and Nick came to join us the night isnt really that great. (& HEHE I TOOK CIA VIRGIN CLUB AWAY! She's keep denied it isnt a club but I dont care ~ ) Drank a lil too much and get really damn discomfort so got everyone to leave early, end up I vomited like a merlion outside TCC (All my Bakuteh were vomited out. Eww). Ben got me plain water which cost $5.50 -______-, which apparently I only drank $2.25 away. LOL. Sorry for making everyone so worried especially Bby, took care of me for both night that i drank too much in that week.

Ahhai, Quack and Szehui went off first while the rest of us head down to Punngol prawning.
The cab uncle was nasty, he took us to Punngol park instead of Punngol prawning, and he even cheat out cabfare!! We've never been to punngol prawning before and the uncle was so positive about the prawning were inside the park and even told us to walk in as it's located inside. Guess what, there's a super big pond inside the park, Yes. But is not the prawning location at all! So the uncle expect us to take some tree branch and use leaves as bait and prawn for mosquitoes. Called the guys and the came over to pick us up in a 7seater cab, asshole in the first place we should have take that cab together instead of separating right?!

Prawning was fun and retarded. We got the stupid ideas to use chopstick and Gulp cup to catch the prawns. And we did. HAHAHA! Bby is damn cute I swear!!! She "chopstick" the prawn and end up the prawn swim damn fast away and she look so damn retarded!! Went to use our hand to catch the prawns too and Nick actually caught it! We were using all sort of stupid ways to prawn that day, it's really damn fun I swear!
Sucks to be me that day, I dropped the whole net of prawns the guys caught into the pond .................. Luckily Xhyrius managed to use the rod and hook it back, and prawns kept slip off my hand when I want to put them into the net. Tskkkkkk & I got "banned" from going near the prawns. HEHE :x The scenery there is awesome, seas, bright blue sky, fluffy clouds all over the sky. It's so relaxing.

Didnt sleep a wink at all on Thursday and finally I did my Vlog on my makeup routine as requested on my formspring. Still hesitating to post it up or not... Y SO MANY BEAUTIFUL GIRLS, SERIOUSLY FEELING DAMN INFERIOR. Work was fun and relaxing, Bby and I were even more relaxing than our In-charge. Look more like we were their supervisor instead of the other way round.

IC1: You know how to do??
Me: NOOOOOOOOOOO!
IC1: Hmmmm, okay lorh, you stand there be model.
IC2:*Walked pass* LOOOOL

IC2: *Walked over* Whose drink is this??
Me: IC1 ~
IC2:*smelled the drink* What drink is that ahh?? ._.
Me & IC1: APPLE JUICE!!!!! TROLOLOL!!
The apple juice - beer*
IC2: Really wor! IC1 you breath in and breath out air let me breath~~ ^^
IC1: Breath in air, hold his breath~ Die die also dont want breath out.
*All 3 laughing like mad*

After awhile ~ *Pi Pa Boom~* IC2 dropped all those champagne glasses and all the drinks were poured all over his attire and shoe. Poor thing x.x

Me: SEEE LORH~ APPLE JUICEEEE ~ DRINK MORE LA~
IC2: Hehehehehe ....

Seriously was having fun all the way during work with Bby, everyone was working while Bby and I went to eat those food that were meant for the guests. When everyone clearing and moving things after event ended we both were doing Vlog. LOOOOOL.

And yea~ that's all. ^^ @Phileoloveee follow follow~

My blog, my say, I happy, you diam. Not happy, your problem. ♥ツ

2011-10-14T09:24:00.000+08:00

Insomnia is hitting me everynight. Bodyclock is really getting worst, always awake in the night and fall asleep the next morning noon? My god. October was a great start for me yet it's slowly turning back to the same as every single previous month. Same script, different cast. Seriously, I really have no idea whatdahell I am doing with my life. Basically just wasting and rotting every single day away.

1Oct. Cia came down to Bugis and waited for me to end work, shopping session after work and head down to Bishan to find daddy after his work end too. Claimed my shopping allowance from him and went down to town aftermath. Meet Bby the next day and another shopping session w her at Causeway point, such a long time since the last time we've went there. Dinner with Bby on last Tuesday, and went to meet my Bird Laytin for taohuey. Was such a long time since i saw her. As usual, she didnt failed to make us laugh like mad.
Head over to Tpy hub to find Cia, was doing nonsense and eating non stop for the whole night. Supper and went over to a random playground gym? to do exercise with Bby for an hour, after that we cab down to Novena and eat again? My god, fattening seriously. My tummy is fat like 3 months pregnant and i'm serious about it. Y NO ONE BELIEVE ME TILL I SHOW THEM MY TUMMY?! >:( My tummy is the fastest among my girls, Gzzz.

Meet Xhyrius at town on Friday, supposedly to watch Dolphin Tale but end up both of us were late & there's no avail seats :( Caught Real Steal instead. Totally awesome!!! The lil boy inside the show is damn cute especially his puppy eyes!! Hurhur, so handsome and cute ayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! & Poor slipperboy, i went to eat away all the caramel coated popcorn & whenever I cant find anymore coated ones i pass to him and asked him to clear the top layer of popcorn away. TROLOLOL :x Went to find Cia and Ben after movie and waited for Bby and GM's to arrive, shop around H&M, end up it's the guys who were shopping instead of the girls -_____-

Back to work on Saturday and Sunday, finally a off day on Monday. Supposed to watch movie in the morning w Xhyrius but both of us were too tired so meet him in the night instead. Brought Bby along for the movie as this girl was complaining at twitter she haven been watching movie for ages, I'm sucha good Bby ^^. No? Was late as usual, caught Dolphin tale this time round and cab down to Thomsom for Taohuey after movie. Prawning session after supper and poor Xhyrius failed to catch a single prawn~ Tsktsktsk. Caught only around 5 prawns *FAILED* so went to bought 2kg of prawns instead $80..... my god. Expensive breakfast. Slept awhile and as usual I'm late for work #Forever as I was overslept.

Henry came over to find me before I end work, I got into another huge quarrel w my boss. Seriously she and her nonsense and unreasonable fucked up !@*!@WSAJD!@*&!-'-. She got me so pissed that my anger actually turned into tears and I was shouting over the phone with her at workplace and punched the mofo door at public. Quit my job once again, Ahhai and Xiufang came down to find me for awhile too before I went off w Henry to Marina Square. Went over to Esplanade and have a mini heart to heart talk w him.
When was the last time i've actually open up the someone before that day? I've forgotten ... I find it hard opening up to people nowadays. It's difficult, I have no idea why too. I dont like people to see the weak side of me, it sucks to be weak. Forcing myself to be strong, having a IDGAF attitude, keeping up a smile. They says, Laughter is the best medicine, so what if those laughter and smile were fake, does it still work? Happy pills where are you? I've been asked "Do you hate him for what he've done?" No, honestly no. What can I do? Time cant rewind, I've just gotta live with it. The past memories that haunt. The only mistake you wish you've never made. The feeling whereby you have to keep everything to yourself. You, only you, no one else. trust me.. it sucks. totally. Bearing all the torture by yourself. alone.
Bus back together with him to Redhill as I've missed my last bus, continue w his heart to heart talk while waiting for Ahhai to cab home as i'm staying over at her house that night. Ben and jerry accompanied us through the night.

Finally managed to watch my GossipGirl Season 5 and Vampire Dairies Season 3 at Ahhai house~ Went home the next day afternoon and was happily sleeping till I received a phone call from Bby that Ahboy asked us to head down to Royal Room but end up we got tricked down to Zirca instead. Was damn fucked up that I'm at Zirca instead of sleeping. Have no idea why but I seriously hate clubbing nowadays. Got so moody and pissed that I've to force myself to drink at Le Noir before going back to Zirca again. Hell night, vomited inside Zirca and I slept for 2hours + inside the club. Luckily Bby, Nathson and Xhyrius were there to take care of me. Second drama replay at Zirca that night, I'm seriously disgusted. I don't like to see what I hate to see. Dont ever try taking a needle to poke me, I'll take a knife to stab you.Trust me. When someone asked you why you were sad, why were you tearing. Questions you aint able to answer, not because you don't know how. It's because you cant.

This post kinda get a lil too over emotional, ignore my rubbish. I seriously have no one to talk to. So at least let me have some private space in my own blog. It's been a long time since I got a lil emotional on my blog.

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^ My boyfriend. Cute right? Lol.

Preloved. Sarkpok okiedokie. Xoxo

2011-10-01T04:45:00.003+08:00

Liked i mention in my previous post, here's the selling post some of you guys have requested. But before this, just a quick update.

Went to wait for my Rene to off work at FEP before we head down to Smoove chalet together w Bby and one of Rene's seller on Thursday. Saw my cute lil bunny WinTing there too! ^^ and guess what? I tweeted about i had a dream of having a big quarrel w Bby in the morning that day, and it really happened. :/ Sorry for making some of my friends worrying about me as i just went off. We're fine now! BOOHOO to haters no show for you guys. She even came to my house and i cooked prata for her. Muahahaha!

Back to the main purpose of this post! *Like said in previous post, I look FUGLY.*
Ps:// Bby had edited the photos .... till the items are abit not clear. So just leave your email or contacts details if you wanna to have a clearer pics.
Pps://Contact me directly through texts if you are interested in those items 93232659 or by my formspring.
Ppps:// IMPORTANT: DO LEAVE YOUR CONTACT DETAILS BEHIND.

Casual/Clubbing dress - $15

White rose dress - $15

*Full view of White rose dress - $15*
Black lace outer - $15

Blacked shoulder studded dress - $25 (Original price $53)

LiveJournal top - $18

Grey oversized top - $12 for both

Pink Ribbon top - $15
Nude highwaist short - $15

Irene's outer - $12
Kailing's outer - $12 (Grey & White same design)

White pokadot - $12
Glossy biker jacket - $13

White plain top in BLACK color - $12 (There's a ribbon behind)

Black lace dress - $15

White/Pink/Blue floral top - $14 each

Ribbon Sheer Sleeve dress - $15

Leopard highwaist skirt - $13

Bluewithdress ribbon on top - $13
Blue high waist skirt (Belt included) Avail in white color too! - $15

Black sheer top - $12

Pink checkered top - $15

White boyfriend top - Both at $7 each

Denim dress - $10

Furfur black & White Jacket - $25

School girl outer - $18

Layer white top - $12

Leopard tube - $8

There's more items at Bby's blog. I'm lazy to post all *time checked :4.44AM* I'm really tired to continue posting more photos up as i have to open each photo link individually and copy and paste to my blog :/ Please help us to clear all our items away pretty please!! :(

On the side note, I'm planning to sell away my EOS/GEO lens i bought previously. As I'm only in love w IFAIRY lens right now. & I've like xx amount of lens stocked up at home which can really last me forever.... Lens degree are at 150/200 If you'are interested, drop me a text or respond at formspring alright! xoxo

Lastly, specially dedicated this section to my lovely haters at my formspring.

Thanks for spending your life hating me cause you are too shy to expressed your admiration for me therefore you are expressing it through "hates" *You guys gonna hate me more. Muahahahha!!* Haters are confused admirers like I always said. Nevertheless, i still love you guys, haters. Xoxo spread da love. *Hughug* you guys even though you hate me. HEHEHE. Love ya!

No love, just sex, no calls, just texts, no ex's, just girls.

2011-09-28T09:01:00.001+08:00

Here's a short post as I've done another Vlog with Bby. & It's not ruined by me.

ps://There's another inner top. Before some crazy Qtpie wanna start another round of series at my formspring again
pps://Google chrome shut off my browser by it's own and now I have to upload for another 30mins again! Pfft!

Alright, I know I look even fugly than usual as I was awake for the whole night. Insomnia.
If you follow my twitter (@Phileoloveee) I'm almost awake every.single.night and spamming tweets on my timeline. And almost.every.single.night tweeting emotional tweets not to forget, how depressed I am with how FUGLY I look. Additionally, my makeup turn out like shits, my fringe was pin up *Trying out a new style* Ugly. I know right. & I went over to Bby's house early in the morning 7am from Amk travel to Boonlay just to have Mac breakfast and specially for the coming up post.

Seriously, why cant i be perfect? Nobody's perfect, can I be nobody then?
Why cant I have sharper nose, slimmer jawline, Angela's baby lip, bigger and brighter eyes, S-shaped body, much more prettier set of teeth. Tell me god, why are you so unfair to me.
Other girls are so pretty, way beautiful. Maybe I should be like Dawn Yang, full blast plastic surgery. Cool or cool? If only im Bill gate daughter. Yea, if only. Trololol. *Hinting you to click on my nuffnang ad's*
Speaking of beautiful girls, it's really sweet of @stfubunny to tweet me "@Phileoloveee I know this is random, but you are very pretty ^_^ hehe." totally bright up my day ♥♥ Totally got drowned by her sweetness. Xoxo *Hughug*

As requested by some of you to sell away my clothes. Will be up the next post! Stayed tune alright.
I'm seriously lacked of clothes, hate to repeat wearing my clothes. It's so pathetic. Life is unfair. Fuck my life.

Your intelligence is my common sense ♥ツ

2011-09-21T04:17:00.000+08:00

Ps://There's actually a vlog for this post but I've accidentally ruined the whole video while editing:(

I totally have no idea what to type. There's nothing on my mind.
As usual have been meeting my girls, shopping,movie and doing nothing.
Okay, I seriously cant recall what I've done recently! :(

Was craving for bakuteh few days back and was ranting on twitter, Bby was sweet enough to go crazy with me. So early in da morning 8am we went to prepare and had bakuteh for breakfast at balestier~ HEHEHE.
Headed down to Bugis after breakfast for shopping and after 3hours of walking around the whole bugis.We only managed to bought less than 4clothes. How pathetic is that. Decided to head down to town, browse around H&M. Seriously what's so unique about H&M?

What else, ohhh yeah. Celebrated? Jan birthday at town too, I nearly slap this girl I swear. She kept on shooting me with her acidic words when among everyone who is late for hours~ I was the first to reach y'know?!
& She kept on shooting me non stop till I got really pissed and just blast my music and wear my earpiece. Totally ignoring her. Tooked neoneo after all my girls has arrived and head off to work with Bby. while the rest of them head down to Liquid40.

Meet up with Cia after work together with Bby and head back to Amk for supper and prawning aftermath.
Prawning session was hell, I spend $30 and end up catch no prawns. Fuck my life badly. Lucky enough Bby caught a few and the lady there was kind enough to give us some prawns~ HEHEHE. *Random recalled! Watched The Smurfs with Bby at dont know which day. Finally managed to force her to watch with me. She dont wanna watch with me one y'all?! Sad sad me*

Ohmy.. I give up!!! So lazy to paragraph everything up.

-Went down to Cine to meet Ahboy together with Bby after work, watched J.English Reborn. -Awesome-

-Went over to Ahboy's block the next day and waited for an hour outside his house together with Brandon.
Meet up with Bby at hub and head down to Hougang to find Yx mum, uncle. -__________- Pffft. Cine after that and went over to find Cia and co. The guys head down to SOUL while we girls head home.
The bus Bin boarded dislike her so much and the tire went puncek. HAHAHA, was laughing at her together with Cia on Whatsapp and Twitter. Seriously damn joke, poor quack :x

That's everything i supposed, that's all i remembered too.

#DearReeve

2011-09-12T02:32:00.000+08:00

Specially dedicating this post to Reeve Van Sesto Elemento *Please search for his name on facebook*
He should be honoured seriously, im so lazy to update my blog yet because of him im actually dedicating a post to him. Xoxo

Popularity, fame, girls , tell me who in the world which guy wouldnt want all this? So #DearReeve i shall give you a boost. Okay I shall cut with the craps, Guys that whacked girls are seriously inhumane. Yes whacked - kicking,punching i mean. Physical abused. Apparently this guy here : Reeve Van Sesto Elemento is this type of guy, even worst to be precise.

Whacked up his ex girlfriend all the time as if she's a punching bag for him,locked her up in his house after abusing her for days. insulting her scolding her stupid in almost every point just because he thought that his intellectuality is as high as Albert Einstein. (PUI). Expecting her to answer back to his question like example, "Have you eaten" using the skill of answering Social studies question. Who the fuck do you think you are? Teacher? Or Social studies paper marker? LMAO

Not allowing her to go anywhere,literally banned from whole Singapore. Town,Amk,Etc etc.. To the extent whereby going out w her own parents was not allowed too! K what? Change of job, officer from the prison?
Order her to go and find him when she;s out w her friends halfway and couldnt even give a notice to her friends. *Oh yeah, this sicko mindset guy here dont allowed her to go out w her friends too. Female* Otherwise he would come down to find trouble w her friends. Gangster & reason of her cannot go into AMK - His "Brathers" every where in AMK, and he want her to be low profile. Brathers? Take your mummy bra and wear it, i can give you my Gstring to wear too. You this ChaoAhgua.

New job titled again, Boss and maid. There's once when she just wokeup from her sleep he straight away order her to buy breakfast for him and to do everything within 30mins. Preparation, buying of food, waiting for cab and travelling. When she stayed at TPY and him? CCK. Eh fuck you la, take G6 also mission impossible la. & You dirty lil fellow didnt even brush your teeth when you sleep or wakie eat smlj breakfast? Take shit brush your stinky tooth first please. & she's just late for a few mins he fucking slap her?! Ccb, go bloody be like Marilyn Mason, remove his ribs so he can suck his dick. While you suck your small lil dick.

Let's see new job scope again!! Smasher. Woah, i guess you really are in needs of $$, holding up so many jobs. Smashed up her numerous amount of phones just because he couldnt control his anger during fights and quarrels. Even threatened to sue her back just because she requested him to pay her back the damages. Eh harlow, got money to hire lawyer no money to pay back? Dont fucking make me throw 100 5cents coins on your lorry bang face.

And you sure you are a Virgin? Harlow Virgin boy, if you were a virgin that makes my dad a virgin too! Woah O Woah, fingered a girl just for 3 seconds. LMAO, what a joke. Spreading nonsense around saying C fucked J before? Why not you just say Megan Fox did a blowjob for you, i guess people will choose to believe this even more. HAHAHAHA. Pussymeow, hide behind your papa when all along you were so "brave" and gangster? Go hide behind my boyboy better la, even a hammy have more courage than you.

Did i forget to mention, Reeve cried infront of Cia to begged her to not leave him. Awwww :( Why so sad, come come Renerene sayang *Pat pat on your head* Dont cry okieee~ & Why you end Ben's call when he called you just now!? Did you go back to your toilet to hide and shit your pants like yesterday when GM and cia went down to find you?! AHAHAHAH Ops! Exposed.

So now, are you going to blocked me at my own blog and prevent me from blogging all this? Ops by the time you are reading i guess i have already blogged. Common sense~ Blocking us from facebook so our post were gone. Try harder.Nehnehnipoopoo~

Ps:// If cia miss you, Tony Tan is my dad oredi la. Kns, stop twisting and turning the story please! Who is the one who keep emoing at facebook when you guys just broke up? Ohhhh! This Reeve beri fierce also :( He wanted to yam me and bby cause we broke them up. Somebardi save me cause we're still freaking alive here! Awwwwww ~ ~ ~

My brain isnt working, will update this post again if i remember more stuffz! Come twittybirds and facebook user~ Let's trend #DearReeve up, Retweet my tweet in twitter and this post okie!! Cannot waste my effort uh :( Later i go toilet to shit and cry like #DearReeve @Phileoloveee

Fuck you → you ↑ you ↗ you ↓ oh, and you↘

2011-09-05T08:37:00.000+08:00

My bodyclock is really getting haywire, fall asleep around 2am just now and wokeup at 4am for no reason.

So here I am, wide awake since just now.

Worked on Comex fair on day 1 w Bby, Cia and Joc. Like what i expected ... we got sacked. HEHEHE.

10 hours of work almost 6hours we were on MIA mode. Oh well :x

Head down to Comex fair just now to get my stuff together w Bby, Ahboy and Stanlique.

Got into a really bad mood and was ranting on twitter -___________- Pfftttt.

Working yesterday at BZL, or should i say slacking? Speaking in a nicer way, Bby and I went down to pub to be model. LOL, charging phone, sitting outside playing w our phone for the whole 2 hours and TA DA end work. Dinner at The Prata house before we head down to work.

Disaster, never in my life i've "Prataphobia" and got so stressed up for eating.

I cleared almost around 6 prata all by myself thanks to my idiotic Bby, 2 Egg, 1 Chocolate, 1 Durian and 1 Mushroom and Cheese. Fattening, imma gonna be 2months pregnant oredi -__- Thanks uh Bby.

Not just that, we even bought Taohuey down to workplace for supper, LMAO.

Took NightRider back to AMK after work w Bby that day, the most hilarious ride we ever had.

If you have been following my twitter you should know what had happened. HA HA HA HA HA!!!

That's all I supposed, shall try my best to blog frequently..... hopefully~

and in case you are wondering, ive dyed my hair ashbrown+coffeebrown ^^

Vlog. Every once in a while, a girl craves her fairytale ending.

2011-09-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

BOOOOO!

Okie :x Childish I know

Town w Cia,Bby and Quackquack on Friday, wanted to watch movie but we ended up ... I forgot what we did.

Did a couple of video -R E T A R D E D - inside neo neo machine but sadly i cant download from facebook :/ So here's the link if you are able to view it!

Hiak hiak hiak!! Ps:// Highly retarded, please hold on to your laughter. & Voice seriously dont sound like us have no idea why.

CLICK CLICK

Cab down to Central mall after town w Bby to help Alisty, was dying to cab home in the morning and i really cant remember much :x Meet Cia and Henry the next day at Funan for our Comex fair briefing. Did a video specially for Chanel Henry Topman inside Mac while waiting for him. *Not gonna upload that ^^*
Bugis for shopping after that and head off to town to watch Cars 2 w Cia while Henry left for his dinner.

Gonna do Vlog in the future more next time rather than Blogging. ^^

The players change, but the game remains the same

2011-08-25T03:16:00.000+08:00

Be a girl with a mind,a bitch with an attitude and a lady with class.

Have not been touching my blogger for quite a period of time (IKR :< )
My lappy is spoiled and bro cant manage to fix for me, okay be prepare for me to go on Hiatus mode.
Not gonna type much just a quick update. xoxo

Went to Chunwai BBQ few weeks back, have a heart to heart talk w my cia ♥
Do y'know the feeling of keeping stuff to yourself?
Unable to tell someone and have to bottled everything up?
Really thank god that Cia was there for me that day ♥♥♥

Attended Robert friend birthday at SOUL this week too. Funny thing is we dont even know who the hell is his friend and we just got randomly invited down. LOL, have a long talk w bby after club and Henry and Ahboy came after that, continue to have a long chat with them till .. 10+? and home after that.

Life have been sucky for me, find myself sucha failure in everything. School,love,family. Basically everything. Hate this life of mine..

重来都不在乎。

2011-08-13T06:30:00.000+08:00

Hai guys! Finally able to update my blog, just a quick one. I'm dead tired, currently at bby's house

and she's sleeping like a pig. Shall head home after i finish blogging and prepare for Chunwai's birthday celebration later! Hiakhiak. ^^

Went for Jinda chalet just now and ... speechless..

I guess everyone were there just to show attendance and charge their phone. LOL

While me and Bin were there just for the sake of food, even shawn say i'm there just for food. LMAO.

& My stupid bby actually drop her phone inside cab and luckily a kind lady picked up her phone and answered my calls! So we were like, cab from ECP to Eunos, Train to outram and Sengkang and walk over to the lady house. Cabbed back to JP for movie w Ahhai and her boyfriend co.

Caught Cowboys and Aliens, one word - Dope. \m/

Alright what else, meet up w my baby cia last sat!! Miss this girl like hell, so busy w her schedule still dare to scold me for not meeting her up!! She skipped her family dinner and accompanied me to shop around town! HEHEHE, happened to saw I-babydoll owner at SCAPE flea too! Didnt know is her till she called me.

Caught Horrible Bosses for midnight show w bby arrived. The show were funny, go watch aye!

Hmmm... Yeap! Went down to Bugis to accompanied bby for work together w Cia. Well actually me and Cia went off for shopping instead of accompanying bby. HAHAHA! A few more items not get yet! :(

$$$ ~ Why cant you have sex and multiple in my purse. Ohya!!! Before i forget, my Buscard just gone like "POOF!" I tapped my card when i board bus and it got scanning error so i tried to dig out my buscard and then i simply cant find it. When no one else took, and one of my card that is gone long time ago suddenly just appeared back in my purse.. no joke it's creepy, im starting to get chill down my spine while typing this.

Not just this,one side of my furry boots went outta house when before i leave house both side were indoor. Fucking creepy.. change topic change topic!! Have to go down alone to busstop later somemore... :'(

Dont expect my bby to accompany me down *stare and look at her* Current state: Sleeping soundly lika pig.

Nearly forget! Caught Zookeeper w bby at town on National day! Everyone got stucked at Marina and im laughing at them cause i didnt get to see my fireworks!!! Urghhh!!!

Okay, im more active in my twitter so follow me alright!! @Phileloveee xoxo, tata! <3

顾着勇气去看知己不想看的东西，告诉知己:看到了梦也该醒了 ♥ :)

2011-08-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

I think I'm such a hardworking blogger, I'm actually using my phone to blog now!
not sure if I'm able to upload photo hopefully I can:/
chomp chomp w bin, Sharlene, szehui, nomnom, zoyi and Damian last sat.
Went home w my full round tummy and the smell of smoke. Lol. Frolick w szehui, Sharlene and nomnom before heading home ~ finally manage to get my frolick. Hiak hiak.

Last night was hell. The first time I got bullied till so pathetic. .. by a cab driver somemore. This cab uncle was damn talkative which I always hate talkative driver!! Fucking looped me around my house area by purposely going the wrong way when I've actually give him the direction when I board the cab.and for no reason this bloody uncle talk about 7 month... the ghost festival... when I'm fucking scare of ghost.. extremely scare. This fucking uncle just couldn't shut his bloody mouth up when I e ven repeatedly told him to!! And he still can 'woah you live here?! You see so dark ! Later someone suddenly pop behind you inside the lift ah. Yknow ghost is headless one.. they very fierce' nabeicheebai...

I nearly cry inside his cab and I'm screaming and shouting to ask him yo shut up. And know what worst? " he can actually tell me. WOAH YOU REALLY SCARE AH. And he continue!!!!
seriously dear uncle may a lady in white dress sit at the back if your cab everynight. W love, Irene. ♥ツ

Called aldi to stay on phone w me and he told me to he will call back. End up he didnt and just text me!!! Mofo. I wanna punch his face.lol. thank god a bunch of guys send a girl which happened to live at the same block as me so someone actually accompanied me up.and this girl was damn kind to walk me to my door and then she walk up the stairs home! So sweet of her!!!!! Love die her,i swear my heart literally plump out last night.

Speaking of last night, ive started working at memories bar at boatq w bby ^°^ will be working there again on thursday! If you happen to go boatq drink come find me alright!!

Great... my phone is not able to copy the photos so, pardon me for my boring post;(

I like you. You like her. She like you. Yeahhh ~ so much for my happy ending♥ #fuckenroutinesincelastyearjune #lolmuch

2011-07-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

Finally decided to blog a post, my blog is dying, hits is dropping, but twitter followers is going up!! ^^ Hehehe happygirl. I've been missing so much post so ... shall just do a latest one.

Meet up w bby, ahhai, Laytin and Meili last week after work & head down to Thomsom for Taohuey and Prata~ Crazy over Taohuey,Prata and Bakuteh recently! Separated w ahhai and Laytin after supper and head down to town for midnight movie w bby. Watched "Bridesmaids" , nearly fall asleep inside w bby as we both were already at our sleeping position. 2hours + of looooooooooong never ending boring story line. Dont watch!

Was already been awake for more than 24hours that day and we have to tank our sleepiness and head home prepare in the morning and head down to Sentosa. Finally manage to visit Universal Studio after so long!
Have been nagging my babies to go down since ... April.. After so many months i finally manage to go!
While even though is only w bby and Lachron and co not my babies instead :< But still thanks Lachron for paying like 90% of my ticket while bby pay half of the remaining amount for me! *Jealous?*

Okay overall... USS was... normal -____- Maybe is because is not w the people i wanted to go with.
Zoe and Claire happened to be at there too so meet up w both of them! Drag Zoe to take rollercoaster ride. HEHEHE, was on insane mode w Claire as we both keep of taking all the rollercoaster ride non stop!

This girl beri cute i swear! The first time she took to ride she scream and grab my hand till i was damn afraid to even let loose my hand. HAHAHAHA!! Parted with them while me and bby continue to tour around USS. Didnt really took much photos. Really is damn less, usually 100-200+ of photos where else now... Less than 50 == Was dying to head home end of the day, deprived for sleep seriously.

Alright some random updates, I've been a good girl recently staying at home for around a week! So proud of myself. LOLOL okay shall end now, continue to visit my blog and keep my blog alive please :'( It's DEAD.

I am proud of my heart. It has been played, burned and broken. But still works I am proud of my heart. It has been played, burned and broken. But still worksI am proud of my heart. It has been played, burned and broken. But still works I am proud of my heart. It has been played, burned and broken. But still works ♥

2011-07-19T03:49:00.001+08:00

Haiiiiiiii!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
My blog is real dead, no motivation to blog at all -____- ....

Shall type some rubbish to keep it alive. Cant really remember what i have been doing recently.
Basically is still the same, Meeting bby,bin,jinda and co.
~~Just gonna post some overdue photos out. So pardon me for my wordless post~~

Okay fine i give up, this stupid LAN shop computer keep on dying on me.
Cant even blog properly, shall blog soon! In the meanwhile remember to keep my formspring,cbox aliveeeee ♥ Follow me on my twitter i'm much much more alive there. @Phileolovee ♥ ♥ ♥

I’m sick of looking in the mirror, cause my mirror sees right through MAC aint got enough concealer to hide how much I’ll miss you. So I gotta pretend that I’m not gonna miss you.I gotta pretend that this is what I wanna do.I gotta play the part act like it aint killin’ me ♥

2011-07-05T11:21:00.001+08:00

Hiakhiak! How's my new layout? ^^ Totally plain i know, infact much more plain compare to my previous one.
But I 开心就好 ~ Here's some quick update.

Happy Birthday Benjamin! 28June.
This birthday boy and the rest of the Grande Manior member seriously pissed me off that day :x

Meet Cia at hub around 8pm and we were rotting and walking around aimlessly for like ..1..2...3..4...hours at hub waiting for bby to arrived and the guys to bring Ben to elsewhere. Meet them at Orchard around 12am like a finally & end up we girls cant enter Butterfly *It's a thai disco fyi* while the guys went in to enjoy themselves.

So another few hours more of waiting which i totally waited for them for more than 7hours in total!!
Texted Justin to come over to fetch me and my babies for prawning which another 1 more hour of waiting...
Seriously i never waited for anybody for that long before. 8hours.. HELL.

*I look retarded. I know*

Justin and co arrived but we didnt went down for prawning, instead we went in to Butterfly.
I know right -____-.. Justin manage to bring us in without checking IC. Drink Drank ~~Drunk~~. Yes, thank god none of us got drunk! Hehehe, home in the morning after that! I look... fugly in all photos. Retarded too :x So just bear with it.

Not forgetting, Happy Birthday to Sharlene too! 3July.
Meet her and Szehui at hub before I head down to SOUL on Sunday with Bin. Walked around hub aimlessly too before we parted with Sharlene and Szehui.

Train down to cityhall and saw Serene and co there too. ^^
Totally no feel for club,event sucks, not much people too. Grrr whatever. Spend hours inside Mac after event with Bin, Bby and Ahboy and finally can get home in the morning!

Okay i'm really lazy to update my blog, so follow my in twitter alright! I'm much much much more active there. *trustme* So TA-TA ♥